Borders and Boundries

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2005-04-01T05:18:37Z

Yes this is it. The end of my livejournal life. I will be writing a new one. About a Gnome. Well really its his novel. Ill be more or less writing a book in here now. New name and everything. I am retiring my LJ because I feel there is no point to it. Not enough people care to read about it and I would rather share my inspirations, asperations, thoughts, concerns, cares, and whatever else over coffee at a diner somwhere. So I leave you all with this which is very very true....

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Clear blue skies with a single cloud that just hangs....

2005-02-09T03:31:41Z

First off WOW.....Million Dollar Baby....Go see it.

Next I would like to say that it is not the month or the movie that gets me in these livejournal update moods. It is either a cumulation of things happening that I just need to write something about or some random interjection in my life that deserves a spot here in my journal.

Jason Mraz just always has the right lyrics for any way you could possibly be feeling at any certain point at any given time. This is why I am almost always listening to him when I am expressing myself.

Im not normally one to say what I have done in a day but this is worth mentioning to me. Picked up the acoustic guitar again in almost 4 months. It went very well. My fellow musician and I managed to actually get some music writin' after several failed attempts in the past. Hopefully soon we will be out rocking some local joints and just having fun.

Okay so I guess I should get to the reason I am updating. It has been something I have been wondering for quite some time now. never mind. there is no point. maybe if some people are interested I will talk about it with them.

In any case I had a chance this past weekend to volunteer for deployment. I almost did. I did not because I felt things here were better and that I should hang around to find out about school and such. Well things are worse than war here and I am sorta regretting that I did not volunteer. Maybe the next time the chance arrises I will. Active duty seems so much better right now. I mean what is there around here thats worth staying for anyway? The chance to actually make some music? The chance of meeting a girl that knocks me off my feet? Looking forward to doing nothing but party every weekend? I am just tired of the same old crowd and the same old patterns. My world needs to be shook up a bit. Things need to happen unexpectedly. Sure I do things spontaniously but around here you can almost always tell what each person is going to do at any certain time. I dont know if its intelligence or observation that lets me know what will go on from day to day. In any case its bad because I am almost never surprised. Just about everything I have ever guessed on I have been right. I dont say because I dont want to hurt anyones feelings. I may be blunt about some things but there are things that just need to be kept to yourself.

Why must I feel this way? There is nothing going on horribly wrong...yet about once every week or two I get a sorta depressed, lost, wish I wasnt here, all kinds of emotions feeling that just comes from nowhere. I dont know but I do. its just eh.....

Giving in.

2005-01-12T21:42:47Z

Yeah so I finally gave into the cult known as Myspace and put my face on the web. I got accepted into a school for Game Design out in AZ. Hopefully all the fincances pull through and I get to go out there. Ill be done in two and a half years and out in the industry making games. How exciting ^.^ Diablo 2 owns my soul again and Halo 2 is getting brushed off after about a week of it sitting around. No word yet on getting shipped out. Not till after May at least when my unit returns. New bands im getting into: Badly Drawn Boy and Modest Mouse. I have known about them for some time now just never really got into them. IM still on the blues kick. prolly will be for a very long time. SO much fun to play on the guitar and so much feeling. Reading the Dragonlance series now. More like cant stop reading. Found out I only have 12.5% body fat. Puts me at carrying only 22 pounds of actual fat. Rest is muscle. Good stuff. 'Bout it for now.

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2004-12-13T03:22:15Z

W007 W007!!

2004-12-13T02:34:34Z

SO spent the weekend at bowens TONS of fun!!! Didnt get to do a survivor D&D game -.- all is good though. Final week of school so hopefully more hours at work so I can have some money for christmas ^.^ Just being bored on a sunday night and taking some fun quizzes.

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2004-12-06T07:37:18Z

Yay! Finally have an icon now.
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2004-12-02T05:27:35Z

Just as sense over nothing my reason open zoned.

2004-11-24T06:26:59Z

Oh I would if I could...

"Whatever can be thought of is an idea in the mind of the person thinking of it; Therefore nothing can be thought of except ideas in minds; therefore anything else is inconceivable, and what is inconceivable can not exist."

I believe at the moment that minds and ideas exist. Everything we experience comes from the mind of the being having the experience. This ranges from typing on the computer to seeing yourself in the mirror. That the mirror even exists at all is because you are looking at it. If there were no minds then nothing would exist. One could argue that the world was created and still exists today because there are minds to believe it is here. Think about it, if you were not reading this right now would it still be here? Did it exist before you knew it was here? I could change things to say that things exist based on the experiences we have. This is for the most part true. Though some things still don't exist. For instance dreams. Things that happen in dreams will not exist because we dreamt them. They happened in a subconsious mind. They are an experience though. We would have to change again then and say that Things exist based on experiences we have in our conciencous minds.

My mind is starting to wonder off topic now. If anyone has any arguments to this they are very welcome to share them.

I yearn for the feeling of companionship though. At least once a week I find myself feeling that I really dont have anyone I can tell how I feel. No one that will hold me if things are to hard. No one to miss me. No one for me to help and hold if they are troubled. Someone to talk to about everything. I know this may sound babyish or girlish. Yes I am in the army but things still get hard. I deal with them and hide my feelings. It's been to long though. My feelings need to come out. I am tired of the roundabout with girls. I have been single for to long and it is wearing on me. I am breaking down. Thoughts of going active duty have been flooding my mind recently. I think these thoughts come from the fact that I need to keep my mind busy so it doesnt have time to want a girl. This feeling puts you in a depressive state. I dont like being in a depressive state because of feelings I have that want a girlfriend. I still believe though that I need to wait until I meet the right person. I have met many girls but none have really touched me like I need to be touched. There have been many chances for me to meet new girls but everything always falls through for one reason or another. Even girls I have met that have showed some intrest end back up with an ex-boyfriend or some fling they met somewhere else. How hard is it for a nice guy to get a good girl? Nice guys always finish last and always will. Girls always talk about how hard it is to find a nice guy but if they do he just ends up being friends with her for some crazy reason. Guys cant just be friends with girls that they like. It hurts us to see you get hurt by assholes that you may date. We are just friends though and we are there for you. IF you would ever wake up and realize that the one that is there for you is really the guy that you have been looking for this whole time maybe you would be happy. This doesnt happen though. Im not talking about any girl specifically just ranting about experiences I have had and trends I have noticed.

Ugh. Lost in the music again. The end result is that im falling into a state of depression again. I mey never show it but it will be there. Haunting my mind when I have hte alone time that I do. I cant run forever. I may keep finding things that keep me happy temporarily but it always will be back. I have no doubt about this.

sigh

2004-10-18T00:07:49Z

......old girl......new feelings....

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2004-10-17T16:30:53Z

So I found this and decided I should put it in. lots of fun. Not much been going on. Need to find a band, sprained my wrist going over a spine, and been busy with college, work, and skating.

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Vote for Kerry :)

2004-09-20T18:45:21Z

Kerry's view on Iraq. A good one I must say, being an american soldier and all.

Dear Supporter,

This election is about choices. The most important choices a president makes are about protecting America at home and around the world. A president's first obligation is to make America safer, stronger and truer to our ideals.

Three years ago, the events of September 11 reminded every American of that obligation. That day brought to our shores the defining struggle of our times: the struggle between freedom and radical fundamentalism. And it made clear that our most important task is to fight and to win the war on terrorism.

In fighting the war on terrorism, my principles are straight forward. The terrorists are beyond reason. We must destroy them. As president, I will do whatever it takes, as long as it takes, to defeat our enemies. But billions of people around the world yearning for a better life are open to America's ideals. We must reach them.

To win, America must be strong. And America must be smart. The greatest threat we face is the possibility Al Qaeda or other terrorists will get their hands on a nuclear weapon.

To prevent that from happening, we must call on the totality of America's strength -- strong alliances, to help us stop the world's most lethal weapons from falling into the most dangerous hands. A powerful military, transformed to meet the new threats of terrorism and the spread of weapons of mass destruction. And all of America's power -- our diplomacy, our intelligence system, our economic power, the appeal of our values -- each of which is critical to making America more secure and preventing a new generation of terrorists from emerging.

National security is a central issue in this campaign. We owe it to the American people to have a real debate about the choices President Bush has made and the choices I would make to fight and win the war on terror.

That means we must have a great honest national debate on Iraq. The president claims it is the centerpiece of his war on terror. In fact, Iraq was a profound diversion from that war and the battle against our greatest enemy, Osama bin Laden and the terrorists. Invading Iraq has created a crisis of historic proportions and, if we do not change course, there is the prospect of a war with no end in sight.

This month, we passed a cruel milestone: more than 1,000 Americans lost in Iraq. Their sacrifice reminds us that Iraq remains, overwhelmingly, an American burden. Nearly 90 percent of the troops -- and nearly 90 percent of the casualties -- are American. Despite the president's claims, this is not a grand coalition.

Our troops have served with extraordinary bravery, skill and resolve. Their service humbles all of us. When I speak to them when I look into the eyes of their families, I know this: we owe them the truth about what we have asked them to do and what is still to be done.

In June, the president declared, "The Iraqi people have their country back." Just last week, he told us: "This country is headed toward democracy. Freedom is on the march."

But the administration's own official intelligence estimate, given to the president last July, tells a very different story.

According to press reports, the intelligence estimate totally contradicts what the president is saying to the American people.

So do the facts on the ground.

Security is deteriorating, for us and for the Iraqis.

42 Americans died in Iraq in June -- the month before the handover. But 54 died in July -- 66 in August and already 54 halfway through September.

And more than 1,100 Americans were wounded in August -- more than in any other month since the invasion.

We are fighting a growing insurgency in an ever widening war-zone. In March, insurgents attacked our forces 700 times. In August, they attacked 2,700 times -- a 400% increase.

Falluja, Ramadi, Samarra, even parts of Baghdad -- are now "no go zones" -- breeding grounds for terrorists who are free to plot and launch attacks against our soldiers. The radical Shiite cleric, Muqtada al-Sadr, who is accused of complicity in the murder of Americans, holds more sway in the suburbs of Baghdad.

Violence against Iraqis from bombings to kidnappings to intimidation is on the rise.

Basic living conditions are also deteriorating.

Residents of Baghdad are suffering electricity blackouts lasting up to 14 hours a day.

Raw sewage fills the streets, rising above the hubcaps of our Humvees. Children wade through garbage on their way to school.

Unemployment is over 50 percent. Insurgents are able to find plenty of people willing to take $150 for tossing grenades at passing U.S. convoys.

Yes, there has been some progress, thanks to the extraordinary efforts of our soldiers and civilians in Iraq. Schools, shops and hospitals have been opened. In parts of Iraq, normalcy actually prevails.

But most Iraqis have lost faith in our ability to deliver meaningful improvements to their lives. So they're sitting on the fence instead of siding with us against the insurgents.

That is the truth -- the truth that the commander in chief owes to our troops and the American people.

It is never easy to discuss what has gone wrong while our troops are in constant danger. But it's essential if we want to correct our course and do what's right for our troops instead of repeating the same mistakes over and over again.

I know this dilemma first-hand. After serving in war, I returned home to offer my own personal voice of dissent. I did so because I believed strongly that we owed it those risking their lives to speak truth to power. We still do.

Saddam Hussein was a brutal dictator who deserves his own special place in hell. But that was not, in itself, a reason to go to war. The satisfaction we take in his downfall does not hide this fact: we have traded a dictator for a chaos that has left America less secure.

The president has said that he "miscalculated" in Iraq and that it was a "catastrophic success." In fact, the president has made a series of catastrophic decisions from the beginning in Iraq. At every fork in the road, he has taken the wrong turn and led us in the wrong direction.

The first and most fundamental mistake was the president's failure to tell the truth to the American people.

He failed to tell the truth about the rationale for going to war. And he failed to tell the truth about the burden this war would impose on our soldiers and our citizens.

By one count, the president offered 23 different rationales for this war. If his purpose was to confuse and mislead the American people, he succeeded.

His two main rationales -- weapons of mass destruction and the Al Qaeda/September 11 connection -- have been proved false by the president's own weapons inspectors and by the 9/11 Commission. Just last week, Secretary of State Powell acknowledged the facts. Only Vice President Cheney still insists that the earth is flat.

The president also failed to level with the American people about what it would take to prevail in Iraq.

He didn't tell us that well over 100,000 troops would be needed, for years, not months. He didn't tell us that he wouldn't take the time to assemble a broad and strong coalition of allies. He didn't tell us that the cost would exceed $200 billion. He didn't tell us that even after paying such a heavy price, success was far from assured.

And America will pay an even heavier price for the president's lack of candor.

At home, the American people are less likely to trust this administration if it needs to summon their support to meet real and pressing threats to our security.

Abroad, other countries will be reluctant to follow America when we seek to rally them against a common menace -- as they are today. Our credibility in the world has plummeted.

In the dark days of the Cuban Missile Crisis, President Kennedy sent former Secretary of State Dean Acheson to Europe to build support. Acheson explained the situation to French President de Gaulle. Then he offered to show him highly classified satellite photos, as proof. De Gaulle waved the photos away, saying: "The word of the president of the United States is good enough for me."

How many world leaders have that same trust in America's president, today?

This president's failure to tell the truth to us before the war has been exceeded by fundamental errors of judgment during and after the war.

The president now admits to "miscalculations" in Iraq.

That is one of the greatest understatements in recent American history. His were not the equivalent of accounting errors. They were colossal failures of judgment -- and judgment is what we look for in a president.

This is all the more stunning because we're not talking about 20/20 hindsight. Before the war, before he chose to go to war, bi-partisan Congressional hearings... major outside studies... and even some in the administration itself... predicted virtually every problem we now face in Iraq.

This president was in denial. He hitched his wagon to the ideologues who surround him, filtering out those who disagreed, including leaders of his own party and the uniformed military. The result is a long litany of misjudgments with terrible consequences.

The administration told us we'd be greeted as liberators. They were wrong.

They told us not to worry about looting or the sorry state of Iraq's infrastructure. They were wrong.

They told us we had enough troops to provide security and stability, defeat the insurgents, guard the borders and secure the arms depots. They were wrong.

They told us we could rely on exiles like Ahmed Chalabi to build political legitimacy. They were wrong.

They told us we would quickly restore an Iraqi civil service to run the country and a police force and army to secure it. They were wrong.

In Iraq, this administration has consistently over-promised and under-performed. This policy has been plagued by a lack of planning, an absence of candor, arrogance and outright incompetence. And the president has held no one accountable, including himself.

In fact, the only officials who lost their jobs over Iraq were the ones who told the truth.

General Shinseki said it would take several hundred thousand troops to secure Iraq. He was retired. Economic adviser Larry Lindsey said that Iraq would cost as much as $200 billion. He was fired. After the successful entry into Baghdad, George Bush was offered help from the UN -- and he rejected it. He even prohibited any nation from participating in reconstruction efforts that wasn't part of the original coalition -- pushing reluctant countries even farther away. As we continue to fight this war almost alone, it is hard to estimate how costly that arrogant decision was. Can anyone seriously say this president has handled Iraq in a way that makes us stronger in the war on terrorism?

By any measure, the answer is no. Nuclear dangers have mounted across the globe. The international terrorist club has expanded. Radicalism in the Middle East is on the rise. We have divided our friends and united our enemies. And our standing in the world is at an all time low.

Think about it for a minute. Consider where we were... and where we are. After the events of September 11, we had an opportunity to bring our country and the world together in the struggle against the terrorists. On September 12, headlines in newspapers abroad declared "we are all Americans now." But through his policy in Iraq, the president squandered that moment and rather than isolating the terrorists, left America isolated from the world.

We now know that Iraq had no weapons of mass destruction and posed no imminent threat to our security. It had not, as the vice president claimed, "reconstituted nuclear weapons."

The president's policy in Iraq took our attention and resources away from other, more serious threats to America.

Threats like North Korea, which actually has weapons of mass destruction, including a nuclear arsenal, and is building more under this president's watch -- the emerging nuclear danger from Iran -- the tons and kilotons of unsecured chemical and nuclear weapons in Russia -- and the increasing instability in Afghanistan.

Today, warlords again control much of that country, the Taliban is regrouping, opium production is at an all time high and the Al Qaeda leadership still plots and plans, not only there but in 60 other nations. Instead of using U.S. forces, we relied on the warlords to capture Osama bin Laden when he was cornered in the mountains. He slipped away. We then diverted our focus and forces from the hunt for those responsible for September 11 in order invade Iraq.

We know Iraq played no part in September 11 and had no operational ties to Al Qaeda.

The president's policy in Iraq precipitated the very problem he said he was trying to prevent. Secretary of State Powell admits that Iraq was not a magnet for international terrorists before the war. Now it is, and they are operating against our troops. Iraq is becoming a sanctuary for a new generation of terrorists who someday could hit the United States.

We know that while Iraq was a source of friction, it was not previously a source of serious disagreement with our allies in Europe and countries in the Muslim world.

The president's policy in Iraq divided our oldest alliance and sent our standing in the Muslim world into free fall. Three years after 9/11, even in many moderate Muslim countries like Jordan, Morocco, and Turkey, Osama bin Laden is more popular than the United States of America.

Let me put it plainly: The president's policy in Iraq has not strengthened our national security. It has weakened it.

Two years ago, Congress was right to give the president the authority to use force to hold Saddam Hussein accountable. This president, any president would have needed the threat of force to act effectively. This president misused that authority.

The power entrusted to the president gave him a strong hand to play in the international community. The idea was simple. We would get the weapons inspectors back in to verify whether or not Iraq had weapons of mass destruction. And we would convince the world to speak with one voice to Saddam: disarm or be disarmed.

A month before the war, President Bush told the nation: "If we have to act, we will take every precaution that is possible. We will plan carefully. We will act with the full power of the United States military. We will act with allies at our side and we will prevail." He said that military action wasn't "unavoidable."

Instead, the president rushed to war without letting the weapons inspectors finish their work. He went without a broad and deep coalition of allies. He acted without making sure our troops had enough body armor. And he plunged ahead without understanding or preparing for the consequences of the post-war. None of which I would have done.

Yet today, President Bush tells us that he would do everything all over again, the same way. How can he possibly be serious? Is he really saying that if we knew there were no imminent threat, no weapons of mass destruction, no ties to Al Qaeda, the United States should have invaded Iraq? My answer is no -- because a commander in chief's first responsibility is to make a wise and responsible decision to keep America safe.

Now the president, in looking for a new reason, tries to hang his hat on the "capability" to acquire weapons. But that was not the reason given to the nation; it was not the reason Congress voted on; it's not a reason, it's an excuse. Thirty-five to forty countries have greater capability to build a nuclear bomb than Iraq did in 2003. Is President Bush saying we should invade them?

I would have concentrated our power and resources on defeating global terrorism and capturing or killing Osama bin Laden. I would have tightened the noose and continued to pressure and isolate Saddam Hussein -- who was weak and getting weaker -- so that he would pose no threat to the region or America.

The president's insistence that he would do the same thing all over again in Iraq is a clear warning for the future. And it makes the choice in this election clear: more of the same with President Bush or a new direction that makes our troops and America safer. It is time, at long last, to ask the questions and insist on the answers from the commander in chief about his serious misjudgments and what they tell us about his administration and the president himself. If George W. Bush is re-elected, he will cling to the same failed policies in Iraq -- and he will repeat, somewhere else, the same reckless mistakes that have made America less secure than we can or should be.

In Iraq, we have a mess on our hands. But we cannot throw up our hands. We cannot afford to see Iraq become a permanent source of terror that will endanger America's security for years to come.

All across this country people ask me what we should do now. Every step of the way, from the time I first spoke about this in the Senate, I have set out specific recommendations about how we should and should not proceed. But over and over, when this administration has been presented with a reasonable alternative, they have rejected it and gone their own way. This is stubborn incompetence.

Five months ago, in Fulton, Missouri, I said that the president was close to his last chance to get it right. Every day, this president makes it more difficult to deal with Iraq -- harder than it was five months ago, harder than it was a year ago. It is time to recognize what is -- and what is not -- happening in Iraq today. And we must act with urgency.

Just this weekend, a leading Republican, Chuck Hagel, said we're "in deep trouble in Iraq ... it doesn't add up ... to a pretty picture [and] ... we're going to have to look at a recalibration of our policy." Republican leaders like Dick Lugar and John McCain have offered similar assessments.

We need to turn the page and make a fresh start in Iraq.

First, the president has to get the promised international support so our men and women in uniform don't have to go it alone. It is late; the president must respond by moving this week to gain and regain international support.

Last spring, after too many months of resistance and delay, the president finally went back to the U.N. which passed Resolution 1546. It was the right thing to do -- but it was late.

That resolution calls on U.N. members to help in Iraq by providing troops, trainers for Iraq's security forces, a special brigade to protect the U.N. mission, more financial assistance, and real debt relief.

Three months later, not a single country has answered that call. And the president acts as if it doesn't matter.

And of the $13 billion previously pledged to Iraq by other countries, only $1.2 billion has been delivered.

The president should convene a summit meeting of the world's major powers and Iraq's neighbors, this week, in New York, where many leaders will attend the U.N. General Assembly. He should insist that they make good on that U.N. resolution. He should offer potential troop contributors specific, but critical roles, in training Iraqi security personnel and securing Iraq's borders. He should give other countries a stake in Iraq's future by encouraging them to help develop Iraq's oil resources and by letting them bid on contracts instead of locking them out of the reconstruction process.

This will be difficult. I and others have repeatedly recommended this from the very beginning. Delay has made only made it harder. After insulting allies and shredding alliances, this president may not have the trust and confidence to bring others to our side in Iraq. But we cannot hope to succeed unless we rebuild and lead strong alliances so that other nations share the burden with us. That is the only way to succeed.

Second, the president must get serious about training Iraqi security forces.

Last February, Secretary Rumsfeld claimed that more than 210,000 Iraqis were in uniform. Two weeks ago, he admitted that claim was exaggerated by more than 50 percent. Iraq, he said, now has 95,000 trained security forces.

But guess what? Neither number bears any relationship to the truth. For example, just 5,000 Iraqi soldiers have been fully trained, by the administration's own minimal standards. And of the 35,000 police now in uniform, not one has completed a 24-week field-training program. Is it any wonder that Iraqi security forces can't stop the insurgency or provide basic law and order?

The president should urgently expand the security forces training program inside and outside Iraq. He should strengthen the vetting of recruits, double classroom training time, and require follow-on field training. He should recruit thousands of qualified trainers from our allies, especially those who have no troops in Iraq. He should press our NATO allies to open training centers in their countries. And he should stop misleading the American people with phony, inflated numbers.

Third, the president must carry out a reconstruction plan that finally brings tangible benefits to the Iraqi people.

Last week, the administration admitted that its plan was a failure when it asked Congress for permission to radically revise spending priorities in Iraq. It took 17 months for them to understand that security is a priority, 17 months to figure out that boosting oil production is critical, 17 months to conclude that an Iraqi with a job is less likely to shoot at our soldiers.

One year ago, the administration asked for and received $18 billion to help the Iraqis and relieve the conditions that contribute to the insurgency. Today, less than a $1 billion of those funds have actually been spent. I said at the time that we had to rethink our policies and set standards of accountability. Now we're paying the price.

Now, the president should look at the whole reconstruction package, draw up a list of high visibility, quick impact projects, and cut through the red tape. He should use more Iraqi contractors and workers, instead of big corporations like Halliburton. He should stop paying companies under investigation for fraud or corruption. And he should fire the civilians in the Pentagon responsible for mismanaging the reconstruction effort.

Fourth, the president must take immediate, urgent, essential steps to guarantee the promised elections can be held next year.

Credible elections are key to producing an Iraqi government that enjoys the support of the Iraqi people and an assembly to write a Constitution that yields a viable power sharing arrangement.

Because Iraqis have no experience holding free and fair elections, the president agreed six months ago that the U.N. must play a central role. Yet today, just four months before Iraqis are supposed to go to the polls, the U.N. Secretary General and administration officials themselves say the elections are in grave doubt. Because the security situation is so bad and because not a single country has offered troops to protect the U.N. elections mission, the U.N. has less than 25 percent of the staff it needs in Iraq to get the job done.

The president should recruit troops from our friends and allies for a U.N. protection force. This won't be easy. But even countries that refused to put boots on the ground in Iraq should still help protect the U.N. We should also intensify the training of Iraqis to manage and guard the polling places that need to be opened. Otherwise, U.S forces would end up bearing those burdens alone.

If the president would move in this direction, if he would bring in more help from other countries to provide resources and forces, train the Iraqis to provide their own security, develop a reconstruction plan that brings real benefits to the Iraqi people, and take the steps necessary to hold credible elections next year -- we could begin to withdraw U.S. forces starting next summer and realistically aim to bring all our troops home within the next four years.

This is what has to be done. This is what I would do as president today. But we cannot afford to wait until January. President Bush owes it to the American people to tell the truth and put Iraq on the right track. Even more, he owes it to our troops and their families, whose sacrifice is a testament to the best of America.

The principles that should guide American policy in Iraq now and in the future are clear: We must make Iraq the world's responsibility, because the world has a stake in the outcome and others should share the burden. We must effectively train Iraqis, because they should be responsible for their own security. We must move forward with reconstruction, because that's essential to stop the spread of terror. And we must help Iraqis achieve a viable government, because it's up to them to run their own country. That's the right way to get the job done and bring our troops home.

On May 1 of last year, President Bush stood in front of a now infamous banner that read "Mission Accomplished." He declared to the American people: "In the battle of Iraq, the United States and our allies have prevailed." In fact, the worst part of the war was just beginning, with the greatest number of American casualties still to come. The president misled, miscalculated, and mismanaged every aspect of this undertaking and he has made the achievement of our objective -- a stable Iraq, secure within its borders, with a representative government, harder to achieve.

In Iraq, this administration's record is filled with bad predictions, inaccurate cost estimates, deceptive statements and errors of judgment of historic proportions.

At every critical juncture in Iraq, and in the war on terrorism, the president has made the wrong choice. I have a plan to make America stronger.

The president often says that in a post 9/11 world, we can't hesitate to act. I agree. But we should not act just for the sake of acting. I believe we have to act wisely and responsibly.

George Bush has no strategy for Iraq. I do.

George Bush has not told the truth to the American people about why we went to war and how the war is going. I have and I will continue to do so.

I believe the invasion of Iraq has made us less secure and weaker in the war against terrorism. I have a plan to fight a smarter, more effective war on terror -- and make us safer.

Today, because of George Bush's policy in Iraq, the world is a more dangerous place for America and Americans.

If you share my conviction that we can not go on as we are that we can make America stronger and safer than it is then November 2 is your chance to speak and to be heard. It is not a question of staying the course, but of changing the course.

I'm convinced that with the right leadership, we can create a fresh start and move more effectively to accomplish our goals. Our troops have served with extraordinary courage and commitment. For their sake, and America's sake, we must get this right. We must do everything in our power to complete the mission and make America stronger at home and respected again in the world.

Thank you, God bless you, and God bless the United States of America.

HOODIE HOO!!!

2004-08-24T00:54:28Z

HOODIE HOO! thats what I signed GenCons guestbook with. It freaken kicked so much ass out of control. Friday was good walked through the Exhibit hall and founda GM and started going through the Worlds Largest Dungeon. Saturday was definitly my highlight though. Went and spent the morning going through the exhibit hall and getting a shitload of free stuff. Then went and continued with The Worlds Largest Dungeon and made it to level 2. After that GIANT Settlers of Catans. played two games of that was totally sweet. At night though.... Survivor! Zombie Island. Almost 50 of us sitting around playing a version of All Flesh Must Be Eaten. The guy who ran it was amazing. everyone made a character within an hour and we were on the island watching Carmen Electra and David Shwimmer getting eaten by zombies. I talked to him for awhile and got his information so maybe one of these saurdays or for Halloween ill go down to ohio for one of his games. After that game got done, there is just way to much to talk about on that one, I met some guys playing a pick up game of hackmaster. The guys I played with placed 3rd in the hackmaster tournament of champions. The GM was freakin sweet because he ran it so smoothly and just knew the rules so well. I watched Anime the rest of the night then walked around for a bit till my ride got there then came home.

This morning went out to ceder point but only got to spend about 3 hours out there because Erin went on a water ride wiht her cell phone and it got messed up. 4 rides thats all I rode. Next time im driving seperatly. 33 dollars out the window.

Flitz

2004-08-09T20:33:49Z

Well the weekend is over and its back to work. Monday to monday. Its going to be a long week. All good though got vacation from the 17th through the 22nd. Indianapolis for GenCon baby! Reserve weekend went well. No exciting training unfortunatly. Next weekend is the family day picnic out at Selfridge Air Force Base. Hung out with Erin and her friend Jess yesterday. They came and kidnapped me in the Caddy and took me away. Erin really has matured quite a bit. There wasnt any of the normal erin conversation, it was semi intelligent and enjoyable. Her friend Jess I find myself attracted to. She is very cute and has a fun personality. Other than that I dont know to much right now. There are plans for us to hangout more. Hopefully things go well. The week is mosstly going to be work skate and band. Getting kinda sick right now. I went to the doctor today and I need x-rays for my right middle finger and my left knee. Got perscribed 600mg of motrin. Softball ends tomorrow kinda sad. not much else.

Till the next time...

Adu'

Deluge

2004-08-02T02:05:15Z

Okay so I decided that ill post these. Some were written during my time of training others more recently.

Lonley
What a word
Lonley
Only gets worse as time goes on
Ive been shook so hard
Ive bought the rings
Ive bought the pearls
Work
Skate
Music
Friends
Keep my mind busy
Stay away from lonley
Smile
Have to smile
Dont worry be happy
Happiness isn't lonliness
Sadness is
...

False

Desperate oh so desperate
The pain I feel
despair yes despair
Only on the inside
Never ever on the outside
Turmoil tear at me
Can do nothing
Can say nothing
Depression sets in
Nobody knows...

Why?

I hang my head low
Chin into chest
My feet shuffle softly
Left right left
I try to think of the good
Only the bad arise
Nothing lifts my spirits
Not even this drink
Why do I go on?
Why do I try?

The Past

It rises from nowhere
Swallows me whole
Takes all my energy
Never leaves me alone
I push it away
Yest it always reappears
It's never the good
Always the bad
Teased, poked, and prodded
Can't it just go away
It only brings pain
The pain brings the tears
I can't look in the mirror
The more it's brought up
Can't anyone see?
Don't they understand?

You

I feel so lonley
I feel so empty
I'm so far away
It's hard to feel complete
I long to see you again
I need to feel your touch
I need the happiness you bring
I look at your picture
My body fills with warmth
I get nervous just thinking
It's been so long since we met
I see you in my dreams
I finaaly sleep fit

Not Applicable

2004-08-02T01:51:00Z

Been a long time... Lonley....Quite lonley actually....Been able to stay busy enough not to notice latley.....Though there are still down times where it sets in.....Maybe more later....A bit blue now...

Stupid Confused Females

2004-07-12T07:59:17Z

Stupid Confused Females. I choose this title because it represents much conversation and plenty experiance between my friends and I.

Lets start by analyzing these.

Stupid:

stu·pid ( P ) Pronunciation Key (stpd, sty-)
adj. stu·pid·er, stu·pid·est

1. Slow to learn or understand; obtuse.
2. Tending to make poor decisions or careless mistakes.
3. Marked by a lack of intelligence or care; foolish or careless: a stupid mistake.
4. Dazed, stunned, or stupefied.
5. Pointless; worthless: a stupid job.

1.most females are slow to pick up on things related to males. (I am trying to word it in a way to not offend anyone. But this is my journal and I do, comment or deal with it.) A male will try to make eye contact, do the same actions as a female i.e. sitting the same way, or the brave ones will strike up a conversation or try to. Also, they dont understand guy stuff. I could try to explain it but guys already know and females are a lost cause because no matter how many times you explain to them what some things of guy stuff are....They just dont get it and wont ever will.

2.Poor decisions and Carless Mistakes. I dont think I need to touch on this one much at all. Most girls know they make bad choices but still decide for some ungodly known reason that they will make the same mistakes over and over again. Which goes back to bulletin number 1. They dont learn how to weed out the assholes and keep the ones they want.

3.Blonde is traditional and nationally recognized mark of a lack of intelligence. You dont have to be smart to be rich and famous. We see this in Jessica Simpson. She has to be the apitamy of stupid. The definition. We still find the youth of our nation wanting to be like her and follow her. A role-model. What the hell! Do we want our daughters thinking that they cant be a fucking dumbass but still be rich and famous?!?!?! NO WAY! Teach your kids that they need an education get them away from the TV set media whores. got a little off track there but it still comes back that when they were young they were stupid. Youth now is even worse because of our so called rolemodels of today.

4.nothing here.

5.Yes sometimes I think it, you think it, we all did at some point. Females are pointless, worthless, and a waste of our time. Especially when your young like myself. Females are evil and you want to try and be some good in there lives. Gets you in all kinds of trouble and makes you feel like shit for a long time.

Confused:

Main Entry: con·fused
Pronunciation: k&n-'fyüzd

: affected with mental confusion
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Nuff' said

Female:

No reason to actually give a dictionary definition on this one. Everybody knows what a female is. come on now.

Okay so now that we have broken it down so everyone can understand lets move on. Females just can not make up thier minds. They tend to lie a lot as well. Just tell us the truth. If you like a different guy tell him. He will alawys think that something might be going on if you dont. This also leads to guys not being able to be friends with girls that they like. Girls sometimes a guy cant be your friend just for the simple fact that he likes you. Im sure we could debate this but its for a different time and place and not in this entry.

Now a guy could be being the biggest dick in the world total asshole. It does not matter to the female. She will stay with him no matter how much he hurts her. A female will cry then go back to loving him again. I dont know exactly why this is. Maybe is has to do with a womans insecurity and having to be with someone. Or maybe its that a girl actually likes being treated like shit because maybe the guy they are dating is popular or "the hott guy." The image a female has to keep disgusts me. The only reason she trys to keep it is because of female politics. Once again female politics are another topic entirly. Now every girl who has been treated like this or likes this sort of treatment is a Stupid Confused Female.

Other Stupid Confused Females include the im to preppy and good looking for everybody. These females will result in a life on the streets doing coke and whoring themselves out. There are also the ones that have to make sure every conversation has something about themselves in it. Okay these are personally the ones that disgust me the most. You are trying to have an intelligent conversation with a female and every topic she has to throw in how fat she is, something wrong in her life, her family sucking, what she did last weeked, the list goes on. Conversation is good. Conversation centered on you is terrible. All of these and more are all Stupid Confused Females.

In closing I would like to say that guys need to watch out for these girls. ninety-five percent of females and no clue what they want. They cant ever make up thier minds about anything especially guys. This causes in much pain and things like this entry being written. But I am getting very tired and it is getting late so I must retire for the night.

Make sure you let me know if I missed anything. Critiscm is encouraged

Till the next time...

Adu'

Its twelve o' clock in the &*%$'in Morning

2004-07-12T04:25:42Z

Well lets start with the good and end with the bad.

Good:

Got a gig sunday the 18th. Friday Ceder Point. Saturday the Club. Sunday the gig and Transitions Ramp Park Eleven till Two. now for the bad...

Bad:

FaLsEiMaGe04: hey
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: Hola
FaLsEiMaGe04: when on the 18th....??
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: yeah
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: next sunday
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: And my sister is renting out Transitions that night
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: skatepark
FaLsEiMaGe04: okay
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: so can you hangout yet
FaLsEiMaGe04: where's the gig.......what time.....?? and is transitions a skatepark...........??
FaLsEiMaGe04: i don't know i haven't really asked
FaLsEiMaGe04: i've been working
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: Yeah its a skatepark. the demo is from noon to 6.
FaLsEiMaGe04: do you guys have a set time u play or you don't know yet.
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: We just kinda show up and play a few songs
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: So... I know im prolly going out on a limb here but.... I gotta know lol im such a dork.... do you think there is anything with us?
FaLsEiMaGe04: your not a dork................but i don't know
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: ?
FaLsEiMaGe04: your a cool guy but i don't think that we would be good together, as friends yea that would be cool, but i don't know about much more...........
FaLsEiMaGe04: :-\
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: k
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: but all the holding hands and talking......
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: cuddling....
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: We were relating and everything
FaLsEiMaGe04: i know.......
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: ...
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: ¿
FaLsEiMaGe04: i was just getting to know you trying to feel things out, i thought that maybe something would happen but i know myself and i don't think something will...........i don't know what else to say..
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: okay as long as thats the truth
FaLsEiMaGe04: yea
RuChIcKmAgNeTsS: k

I know that this is not the whole truth which makes it hurt even more. She actually had found another guy but will not tell me. :(

Till the next time

Adu'

Last Saturday

2004-07-03T06:39:37Z

Finally first band practice with everybody there today! Listening to our guitarist now on Yahoo! Rachel is the most awsome girl ever. Been hanging out with her tons and loving every moment of it. Jessica introduced me last saturday. Best thing to have happen to me in a long ass time. I think things might work out between us. I feels so good to finally havee a girl to cuddle with and everything its great. I was planning on asking her out tonight but she had a family emergency. Unfortunate. uumm me and the drummer mesh super awsome. I love finally having a drummer its great. Hopefully tomorrow ill make it out to the club for Jamie's 19th Birthday. Should be a lot of fun. I love dancing. Not to much else going on. Band practice tons. The drummer is always calling me which is super sweet. Big pot head but not a big deal. about it.

Till the next time.

Adu'

WHOOOOO

2004-06-26T06:10:03Z

Wow what a day. It was sweet! okay started off by waking up from a phone call from Bowen. Asked him to at noon and he did sweetness. Took my shower blah blah blah. Went over to Nicks house and rocked out with some xbox live then.....The sweetness started. I got a phone call from a ..... DRUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We went and auditioned him and he freakin rocked like none other. Our first practice should be Tuesday. Everybody be ready cause we'll be rockin at ya soon. Then the riverview fireworks party started. Man so sweet. We Bar-B-Qued and hung out. Lit of fireworks. LIt of fireworks at each other. Walked up to Denny's and I got a free dessert. Tonight we are going to drink and have some fun and tomorrow is Jessica's Grad party and im meeting a new girl. Should be interesting. Well today has definitly been the best and most perfect summer day I have ever had. Hopefully everything works out and you;'ll be at our shows in no time. Band name still nothing but we should work it out soon enough.

Till the next time

Adu'

The Deployment Zone

2004-06-14T01:24:59Z

okay things are about to get crazy here. uumm yeah.

The title just comes from a random thought I had last night/this morning at work. We have a place where all the L-carts with ad on them go and we are all there at the start of work to get our ad and everything.

So I guess this will be the first real deep feelings entry. Got a lot of feelings and things that I havent been able to talk about because ive been way to busy.

Ive been depressed latley. I feel its a combination of things really. The amount of time ive been working is crazy and im not used to it. Idont get to spend as much time with friends as I want to and I feel im drifting from a lot of them. On the other hand though ive bee meeting some new people and hanging out with them. SO maybe its I just havent been giving as much time with old friends as I used to because of the new ones I have now. This weekend hopefully should be fun though because im trying to get everyone together for a little party im having.
Im feeling lonely as well. I know I broke up with Jessica but I still had the feeling of being lonley when I was with her. She didnt like to cuddle so it was more like we were friends than actually dating. But I got asked to breakfast by this girl Mary Beth. Unfortunuatly she is leaving for the Navy for 5 years. weve been out for breakfast twice. the first was awsome we talked for 2 and a half hours. It was amazing I learned so much and wow. I asked her the second time and we talked for almost four hours. This girl has me going crazy like ive never felt before in my life. This I feel is another reason why ive beeen feeling depressed. I wish I could say of our conversations but it would be to hard to describe. we talked of so much and it was crazy because we would be flirting with each other but it was about our topics we chose and the words we used. Nothing can compare to this experiance. The other night I went out to breakfast for her last day of work and there was a bunch of us. but she always drove so when we got back to the parking lot for her to drop me off at my car we just sat in the car and did some kino flirting. we kissed a couple of times and she was saying how cute I was and it was just awsome. I am falling in love with this girl but she is leaving next week. its just so hard...I do know what I want out of a girl now. Im sorry if ive been out of things latley but ive had so much on my mind and feeling this way every day and night its I dont know loss of words. So ive been lonley and overworked. im trying to solve the overworked problem by finding a new job and going part time and this one right now. The lonley thing though can only be dealt with. Ive felt this way before and it will pass.

Alright well pistons game is about to start and Kid Rock just got done singing America the beutiful. I thought he might bust out at anytime but he did finish it will Let' Rock! ALl the BOO'S are great to. they announce the lakers and pistons fans are booing the entire time. Whooooooooo

Well i do feel better now that ive been able to actually tlak about everything thats been going on. Im sure there is more that can be discussed but thats time better spent over coffee in a diner.

Till the next time

Adu'

Out on a limb with nowhere to go but down

2004-06-10T21:45:17Z

Rush was mad crazy they rocked for friggin' ever. I woke up the next morning kinda sick unfortunatly. Still am a little bit but should be better by tomorrow. I slept for 10 hours this morning/afternoon. A feat I have never been able to accomplish. I didnt want to sleep that long but I blame the NyQuil for it. Softball game is cancelled due to massive amounts of rain falling. Gotta work through the weekend :( inventory or some crap like that. I sold the honda finally :) saving up for a new guitar now.

Just kindof blah. Got the sick overslept feeling going on. Dont really know what to talk about just in a blah mood. some things I would like to talk about but just cant think of how to put them right now.

"We interupt for this important news flash" Paid the seventy seven dollars to go see a play one thursday a month starting in october and ending in may. Should be a lot of fun. If anyone is interested lemme know. I can get you the sweet discount. "We now take you back to the previous show"

I guess I've just been running too much. My body needed a couple days of rest. I still blame the NyQuil for mad hours of sleeping though. Well gonna relax and maybe throw in a movie.

till the next time,

Adu'

Checking Reciepts

2004-06-07T19:00:13Z

Not to much happened over the weekend. Army was fun. I have to teach a class next drill about proper grooming because my hair was apparently to long. Talked to a different seargent about it and they went and got out the regulations and everything but didnt matter still have to teach the class. Not a big deal me and another guy get to do it. Going to be lots of fun. Should be promoted finally as well.

Saturday night was fun chilled with Mr. Shinto, nick and jessica. Played some CS on xbox live. I need to get that like fast. Dad is still screwing around with the cable though so he wont let me. Mr. Shinto moved some more stuff in. hopefully by the end of june he'll be in.

RUSH CONCERT TOMORROW!!!! 7TH ROW NOTHING BUT MAD CRAZY EXCITMENT ON MY MIND RIGHT NOW. CONCERT OF MY LIFE!

okay got that out of the system. Gotta say sorry to my sister. She was at my graduation from the army.

sunday night was fun. Partied with my buddy Jason for the first time. Hung out with Jennie. What an awsome girl she is. still not over her ex but hopefully she will come around and realize that im a much better guy :) The other guy thats kidna hitting on her was definitly on his knees begging for her to kiss him thursday night. kinda funny thats all. New drink: Cherry kool-aid and Rum. Good stuff. Watched debbie does dallas and heavy hotties (AAAHHHH NEVER EVER UNLESS YOU ARE DRUNK!)

no new realizations unfortunatly. heard some things about a friend being jealous because I can get girls just by my looks and thats the only reason. uuumm rather like to talk about it with him. Dont like it when im being talked about behind my back. I try not to do it Id rather not have it done to me.

Sorry once again nothing being done about raising money for your wurld domination. I feel ive said enough today.

well till the next time,

Adu'

Another day smoking cigarettes

2004-06-04T23:03:24Z

Whew! What a last couple of days. Well I called for my car to be towed away by mother waddles and then this guy wants to buy it so I delay mother waddles just for the bastard not to show up and keep me waiting for over an hour for him. Okay now that that is out of my system.

Went to a party last night. Things went well. Met this awsome kid Erin. He got kicked out of school for beating a bunch of ragheads up. :) Ending up making out with a different girl besides my girlfriend. She wasnt there I was kinda sad. Not really why I did it though. I told her though. Im an honest guy or I try to be. We broke up. Just kinda going to be friends for now and learn more about each other. More reasons to us breaking up though that I didnt really want to tell her because I didnt want to hurt her feelings. She is WAY to clinging to this friend of hers. My friends know who im talking about. Also, im the second guy she has ever dated so she has no 'experiance.' One of the big things though was that she wasnt the "luvvy dubby type." This posed a problem because im the kind of guy who loves to cuddle and just hold a girl. We'll see how the friend thing works out. I just feel that she cant keep up with me. Im very active and need a girl who loves to be adventerous. example: I suggested we hangout at the park. She replies "why would anyone hangout at the park" I just feel she has lead too sheltered of a life for me. And as I have discussed with my guitarist on many occasions, Its just to much work to teach a girl things that she should already know at our age. In the end I feel that its good the way things went. I had some serious conversations with some really close friends and family and decided this would be for the best anyways.

Sisters graduation was yesterday as well. She is pissed at me because I didnt stay to see her walk across the stage. I left to go to my softball game instead. The guys needed me more and whatever its just high school. What she does next is more imporant than what she has just accomplished. I called her today to say happy birthday. First thing out of her mouth. Where is my hundred fifty dollars.(im going to buy her guitar) then she rented on that for awhile. then she yelled at me about not staying for her graduation. Everything has to be about her and her way. She didnt even call me on my birthday to say happy birthday or anything. Oh well it will catch up with her eventually.

Not giving a report on the game spinning this time around. Instead I have a couple of quizzes that were brought up to my attention that I missed:

I am the mission.

You're a mecha pilot!

You might be a sub-category of bishounen, but this hardly matters since you don't notice anything that didn't feature in the last edition of Guns'n'Ammo magazine. You have been trained since an unfeasibly early age to be a machine of death and destruction. If you've noticed an annoying girl following you around and repeatedly getting into danger and requiring rescue recently, run like hell - she's probably your love interest...

Which generic anime character are you?

Find your inner Smurf!

Till the next time,

Adu'

Turning Japanese

2004-06-02T21:24:30Z

Well I feel that the last post has been up long enough if you read it congrats. Not too much going on mostly work. Memorial day was fun lots of good food on the grill to be aten. Found a drummer finally. Been a couple of years since ive been looking. Planning on jamming with him tomorrow with two other guitarists. Should be a blast. Graduation for my sister is tomorrow as well. Going to miss my softball game:( dinner afterwards. Won tuesday 9-8. im still batting .500. went 1 for 3 with a walk. Ceder point friday baby. experiment going on with that. We'll have to see how that works out.

2 sundays ago at the sunday game I starting brainstorming about some fun stuff to do to spin the game. Here are my thoughts thus far:

It was titled on a nice piece of yellow paper Conquering of the Mainlands (underprint) in 10 steps:

1. Reach 10-12th level
2. Make friends with kings and queens while reaching number 1.
3. Start raising your army
4. Find sweet items of power
5. Secure your first castle or some point of power
6. Make army BIGGER
7. Make allies with an airborne army or college
8. Make allies with a spellslinger army or collge
9. Convince all of your allies to join you in your quest
10. Take over your first kingdom, should be the strongest then just work on down.

Next post I will describe my ideas on how to fund this quest. For now though, I am working a hybrid game which will take me out of the sunday game and on to bigger better things where things like this have a better chance of reality and much more fun to be had. Nothing gained through enlightenment maybe friday. Army htis weekend might not be talking till after this weekend. well till the next time.

Adu'

If you wanna take the time.....

2004-05-31T19:12:13Z

Back at my madre's house on the cable modem and labtop YaY! A long time ago in a galaxy far far away before I joined the military and I was getting fed up with everything and everybody in the downriver area I was wasting tons and tons of time taking mass amount of quizzes and staying up super late. I dont know if it was for self realization or if it was just a scape goat to stay away from people. Myabe someday ill reach enlightenment. For now though IM going to post them ALL. This should take care of me ever having to take one and post it here and if these things are really true should be plenty enough for everyone to get some insight into me. I managed to fill up a whole notebook file and then some more. So without anymore chatting here it all is:

Results of "The Test"
Are you a glutton for punishment?

Your score = 21

What does your score mean?
You are definitely not a glutton for punishment. In fact, you inflict punishment for behavior that you clearly deem unacceptable. While it is great that you do not allow anyone to manipulate you, perhaps you may be a little premature in your explosive reactions. Wasting your energy on volatile revenge for someone who barely respects you is senseless. It is commendable that you refuse to tolerate anyone attempting to take advantage of you; being strong in character is admirable. However, it is an entirely other issue to long for vengeance. The whole idea is not to waste your time with the type of people who will walk all over you but the truth is -you are indeed wasting time by plotting how to walk all over them!

Results of "The Test"
Are you a slave to fashion?

Your score = 40

What does your score mean?
Looking good is important to you, but you don't go so far as to obsess over building the perfect wardrobe. You appreciate nice clothes and may even fall prey to the occasional trend (leg warmers or suspenders anyone?) but you're generally not a clothes snob. There are two main ideas governing your approach to fashion: the realization that appearance plays a key role in career and personal success, and the old adage "beauty is only skin deep". You do just enough to maintain your style without being an all-out stickler for every fashion rule or trend that comes along. In a nutshell, you're normal!

Results of "The Test"
How much of a risk taker are you?

Your score = 50

What does your score mean?
While you recognize that without risk there is no gain, you have limits about how far you are willing to go. You tend to take well-thought-out, calculated risks - but draw the line at anything that could seriously backfire. This is a wise approach, but there is one concern: some of the situations presented in this test were more than risky; they were outright foolish. Transporting narcotics? Driving without a seatbelt? Leaving your child alone so you could flirt? If you answered yes to any of these questions, you should think long and hard about the possible consequences of your risky behavior. Sure, you might get some kind of rush or even have some wild and crazy adventures, but at what price? You should consider channeling your daring spirit into less perilous activities, maybe bungee jumping or rock climbing. If not, don't say I didn't warn you - play with fire and you're bound to get burned!

Results of "The Test"
How optimistic are you?

Your score = 55

What does your score mean?
When it comes to the classic glass half empty or half full question, you seem to be balancing precariously on the fence. Essentially, you're a realist who sees the world in various shades of gray rather than black and white. While you know things don't always work out the way we anticipate, you also recognize - and use to your advantage -the power of positive thinking. You want to hope for the best, and try to keep those rose-colored glasses on as often as possible. This approach to life, should you develop it more fully, will surely give you an edge over all the negative Neds and Nancys out there; research has proven that expecting the best creates a sort of self-fulfilling prophecy. You believe, for example, that the attractive stranger at a party really will call and in turn you come across as confident and approachable. You know the deal - when life gives you lemons, make lemonade. Put in a little more effort to look on the bright side and you'll be heading down the right path.

Results of "The Test"
How big is your ego?

Your score = 35

What does your score mean?
According to your score on the test, you range from the humblest of the humble to a bigheaded show-off, depending on the situation. Chances are, you're pretty fond of yourself but are generally able to keep your ego in check. From time to time, however, you just can't resist the urge to overtly strut your stuff. Maybe you're extremely confident about your looks or proud of your career accomplishments - which is perfectly fine. Just be careful not to rub it in other people's faces or develop a superiority complex. If you really are so fabulous, there's no need to scream it off the rooftops - everyone will already know!

Results of "The Test"
How money hungry are you?

Your score = 60

What does your score mean?
There are a lot of horrid things you would do for the big Kahuna, but you do have your limits. Perhaps some things on the test are just too disgusting to imagine, or you don't want to actually harm anyone else in your quest for the big bucks. Whatever the case, this likely means that you appreciate money as much as the next guy, but don't make it the focus of your existence. While you would do certain things to become stinking rich, you also realize that it wouldn't buy happiness.

Results of "The Test"
How dysfunctional is your family?

Your score = 25

What does your score mean?
According to your response to the test questions, your family appears to have it together. In general, you are not dysfunctional (not any more than most families, anyway) and are able to maintain regular, healthy ties. Your parents were likely good role models that showed by example the proper way to communicate and deal with other people, and that is reflected in your interactions with each other. Every family, of course, has its issues and there is always the possibility that these did not show up on the test. Just keep a continuous dialogue going, show your family members respect and don't be afraid to stand up for yourself and you should maintain the good ties!

Results of "The Test"
How socially conscious are you?

Your score = 35

What does your score mean?
While you haven't got the social conscience of Mahatma Gandhi, you do have certain causes that hold a place in your heart. You're likely the kind of person who takes a critical look at society's rules before deciding whether or not to stick to them. You may reject some because they don't match your principles, or you pick and choose from social conventions depending on which ones fit in with your agenda. You might even do things that you know are not "right" just so you can get what you want. As long as you are not participating in or encouraging behavior that has the potential to harm anyone else, your approach may be perfectly harmless. Take a look at your actions and ask yourself whether you are being just a little selfish.

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How snobby are you?

Your score = 10

What does your score mean?
Way to go! You don't appear to have a snobby bone in your body. Your answers on the test show that you are generally laidback, open-minded and down-to-earth. You try not to judge others based on superficial outer qualities like their car, clothes or bank account. Either you are the type of person who likes EVERYONE, or you have your own measures of whether someone is worthy of your respect; chances are you look beyond the surface and judge people on their character and inner worth. This attitude surely brings a lot of interesting people and experiences into your life and allows you to develop real, quality relationships. The world needs more people with this perspective!

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How wild are you on vacation?

Your score = 95

What does your score mean?
Your motto on vacation is to boldly go where you've never gone before. You immerse yourself completely in the vacation experience, throwing all caution to the wind and cutting loose. You may be a risk-taker in everyday life, or you just get swept away by vacation fever. While you certainly must have some pretty fond memories (some of which shouldn't be displayed in your photo album!), you could also be getting yourself in the occasional sticky situation. Even if you're far away from hearth and home, actions can still come back to haunt you - haven't you ever turned a corner to bump into someone from your home town while in the most random of locations? (Trust me, it happens.) Well, you don't want to do anything SO wild that it gets you into any trouble. Keep having those fun-filled, adventurous vacations... but don't forget to use your head.

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How forgiving are you?

Your score = 70

What does your score mean?
According to your answers on the test, forgiving comes easily to you. You seem to have an open, accepting heart, and don't judge others harshly even when they royally mess up. This doesn't mean you aren't affected by others hurtful or thoughtless actions - you may feel the jab, but are simply able to put it behind you and give people another chance. You recognize that as humans we are all flawed, and everyone needs compassionate absolution at some point in their life. This is a healthy attitude that likely prevents you from becoming bitter and distrustful... as long as you don't dish out forgiveness too blindly. Make sure that your leniency doesn't give others so much room that you are taken advantage of!

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How adventurous are you?

Your score = 55

What does your score mean?
Your score showed that you sometimes live on the edge, when you feel the stakes are worth the risk. You tend to weigh possible gain against potential loss and go from there. If things are just too chancy, you are able to walk away and not look back. Perhaps you are more adventurous when it comes to certain areas in your life, like sex, career or recreation. Or you are struck by the occasional fancy to throw caution to the wind and follow that urge wherever it may take you. Either way, a word of warning: living on the edge can keep you young and shows your spunky side, but some wilder exploits can also come back to haunt you. Just keep weighing the odds and be prepared to take the occasional tumble, and you should be fine.

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Do you have a Fatal Attraction?

Your score = 10

What does your score mean?
Your results show that you seem to be levelheaded in love and don't get obsessed when rejected by the objects of your affection. You are generally able to just let it go and move on, and don't bother pursuing the matter any further. (This, of course, is assuming that someone has actually given you the boot at one point. If not, the real test is yet to come!) You accept the fact that love sometimes comes to a tragic end, and wouldn't want to have to convince anyone to stay by your side. You still may feel sad or hurt when a love affair goes wrong (who doesn't?) but you try not to let it consume you. There are, after all, plenty of fish in the sea!

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How sexually pure are you?

Your score = 45

What does your score mean?
You may not be 100% sexual daredevil, but you've been around the block a few times. A few of the nighttime activities you've indulged in might shock your granny, but there are other things that either don't turn your crank or you haven't had the opportunity to explore yet. Whatever the case, your moderate openness is likely what keeps the flame of passion burning in your love life. Sex, after all, is a natural, beautiful thing and there's no shame in testing the waters - as long as you stick to the things you are personally comfortable doing. There is simply no "right" or "wrong" when it comes to sex - as long as you're having fun and not hurting anyone, good for you!

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How liberal a parent are you?

Your score = 65

What does your score mean?
Your answers showed that your parenting approach is a mix between liberal and conservative. In certain situations, you take the open-minded, relaxed approach and let your children make their own decisions and level with them about sensitive topics. In others, however, you draw a line and set boundaries; perhaps, for example, you just wouldn't smoke up with your kids or get your daughter a boob job. Depending on which situations you opposed, this likely means that you make your parenting decisions on a case-by-case basis. You want to give them some room to mess up so they learn to use their heads, but you also don't want to encourage any destructive or potentially harmful habits. You try to provide guidance and set a good example for your kids without being overly imposing and restrictive. All in all, you set limits on your kids while managing to keep the lines of communication open. While there is no one sure-fire recipe for raising kids, this is the approach many parenting experts would agree is most beneficial. Keep using your judgment and you're on the right track!

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How much of a sex fiend are you?

Your score = 75

What does your score mean?
Very shagadelic baby, yeah! You've got one mongo of a mojo, if you know what I mean. For you, sex is a playground of fun and you've come up with all kind of wild tricks to enhance the experience. Sexuality seems to be an omnipresent force in your life, one that often guides your actions. You tend to be adventurous and steer clear of passion-killing routine. This doesn't mean that you need to change partners to enjoy your sexuality, just that you like to mix up your bedroom tactics. You're open to new ideas, and even plan ways to enhance your romps in the sack (a little body snack or the right tunes, for example). Overall, it's pretty safe to say that a good time is had by all when you're in the bedroom!

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How angry do you get on the road?

Your score = 45

What does your score mean?
According to the results of this test, you have a moderate case of road rage. Though you don't always lose your cool, there are certain circumstances that overheat your circuitry and make you fume. Perhaps you get overly impatient while waiting at a red light, or have a low level of tolerance for super-slow drivers. Whatever the case, you're probably making mountains out of molehills. If you're going to drive, you have to accept the fact that it won't always be "smooth sailing". In preservation of your own mental and physical health, and for the sake of everyone else on the road, try to put these highway frustrations into perspective. They are just not worth the headache.

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How polite are you in bed?

Your score = 80

What does your score mean?
I'll certainly give you this: you know the unwritten sexual rules of etiquette like the back of your hand. Your score means that you are respectful, considerate and concerned with more than just your own pleasure. You know that good sex means giving and communicating, and you handle the whole thing in a very mature way. Congrats!

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Are you destined to be single?

Your score = 30

What does your score mean?
When it comes to the dating game, you're a happy medium. You don't necessarily go out of your way to hook your claws into a mate, but you do send out enough signals that you're available. Depending on your answers to the test questions, you either have your limits about how far you'll go to meet Mr./Ms. Right (approaching someone in the grocery aisle or putting a personal ad, for example), or maybe you don't want to come across as desperate. Another possibility is that romance and dating are just not a priority or something that you want to force; you'd rather let it come to you naturally. Whatever the case, your approach is perfectly fine as long as you are satisfied with the direction of your love life. If, however, you wish there were a little more action in your Saturday nights, why not take some of the steps mentioned in the test? Many people meet lifetime partners in classes, by being set up or through ads. If that's what you'd like to do, there's no shame in it.

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How promiscuous are you?

Your score = 55

What does your score mean?
While bed-hopping is not your full-time hobby, you've certainly dabbled from time to time. You've had the occasional adventurous romp in the hay, perhaps when the situation was just too good to pass up or you were feeling particularly frisky. This may be a thing of the past (who hasn't gone through a wild phase?) or something you just had to get out of your system. There's nothing wrong with living on the edge from time to time, as long as you're doing it for the right reasons. Some of the wrong reasons would be; low self-esteem, peer pressure, the influence of alcohol or drugs on your judgment, or as a way of finding true love. And no one can deny that are some serious risks involved with sleeping around, like STD's, pregnancy, losing respectability, and feelings of shame. When faced with temptation, you should think more with your brain and less with other body parts.

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Are you addicted to the internet?

Your score = 75

What does your score mean?
Cyber-socializing and all those nifty little online tools play an important role in your life, but they haven't taken over your entire existence...yet. While you wouldn't sell your soul for access to the Internet, you still have some of the symptoms of an online addiction. Being denied access to the computer for an extended period of time could cause you slight anxiety or just be a simple pain the behind, but that's about it. Why freak out? There is, after all, a real world waiting for you out there…one that doesn't require the roll of the mouse or a click of a button. Just keep your addictive tendencies in check and you should be able to avoid full-blown dependence. Next your time your eyes get glossed over and your hand cramps up from too many hours logged on, shut 'er down and join the land of the living.

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How naughty are you?

Your score = 70

What does your score mean?
You've been bad, very, very bad... and you love it! If your naughty streak hasn't already gotten you involved in some risqué situations, you're definitely on your way to a life of debauchery... especially when it comes to sexual escapades. You appear to have difficulty resisting temptation, and jump at the chance to have some naughty fun regardless of the potential consequences. While these little adventures may be harmless in some situations, they could also seriously backfire. Next time you're presented with an opportunity to exercise your wayward ways, take a minute to consider the damage you could be doing - either to other people or yourself. Is it always worth it?

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How much of a prude are you?

Your score = 20

What does your score mean?
Apparently you have no inhibitions about the racier side of life. You barely blink an eye at the mention of sensitive topics like sex, and you're able to let go of your inhibitions (if you even have any) to cut loose once in awhile. Get naked, talk about your sex life, live out some fantasies why not? Life is for living, after all! You probably scoff at those uptight types who are unable to get a little wild, but the truth is they are probably shocked at your behavior. While you don't have to curb your appetite for the untamed just to please the conservative types, make sure you don't step on too many people's toes. You don't want to give anyone a heart attack!

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How much would your Class Reunion get to you?

Your score = 50

What does your score mean?
Ah, class reunions - reminiscing with all your old pals, dancing to the tunes of your crazy youth, and drinking out in the open instead of in the parking lot... OR crying in the corner over the "one that got away" and hiding from the jocks in fear that they're going to give you another super-wedgie. Which will it be for you? Something in between, according to your answers. You seem to still carry some old feelings from your high school days, which could potentially spark you to do some silly things at your high school reunion. On the other hand, you wouldn't drudge up all the ancient history of your teenage days. It's probably normal that you'd still react in some way to things that happened back in your youth, since it's a very impressionable age. But remember that class reunions are supposed to be a pleasant stroll down memory lane, not a form of psychotherapy. Just have a good time!

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How many white lies do you tell?

Your score = 25

What does your score mean?
The truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth - that seems to be your motto. In most situations, you don't hesitate to tell it like it is, regardless of your impact on other people's feelings. Chances are you truly believe that honesty is the best policy - and in the majority of cases, you may be right. With regards to some more delicate areas, however, a white lie now and then may actually be the kind thing to do. What harm is it, for example, to pretend you like the gaudy doily your grandmother crocheted for you? Use your judgment to decide whether telling the truth is the right thing to do in different situations. And when you do choose to shoot from the hip, make sure you do it a gentle, sensitive way. People will be more likely to listen if you show respect for their feelings.

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How do you feel about office romances?

Your score = 45

What does your score mean?
While you don't go after everyone that catches your eye at work, you do sometimes break the rules and get involved with coworkers. Perhaps you recognize that office romances can lead to tense situations and complications at work, not to mention the possibility that you could lose your job, so you try your best to hold back. But sometimes, for that special case, you are willing to take the risk. This is a pretty normal approach - it's becoming more and more acceptable to date in the workplace, as long as employees are professional enough not to let their love lives affect work time. So make sure you stay on top of your company's regulations regarding the issue and be an adult about the whole thing.

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How much of a Good Samaritan are you?

Your score = 70

What does your score mean?
If you really do all you say you would to help others, you're an angel right here on earth! According to your answers, you've got a heart of gold and would make personal sacrifices to lend a helping hand. This is a wonderful quality that the people in your life - and strangers you happen to encounter - must surely appreciate. The sad truth is that there are a lot of people out there who would turn a blind eye to fellow humans in crisis, but not you! Just make sure you're not putting yourself in danger when playing hero; there are a lot of wolves in sheep's clothing just waiting to prey on Good Samaritans like you. Keep being your fantastic self, but take the necessary precautions.

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Do you have a Type A personality?

Your score = 10

What does your score mean?
According to your answers, you are far from having a Type A personality. The stressed out, competitive part of your character rarely, if ever, surfaces. Your attitude to life is more of the "smell the roses" type, and you know how and when to chill out. This likely means that you're easy to be around, and people feel relaxed and comfortable in your presence. It's a very healthy attitude towards life. Just make sure you don't miss important opportunities because of being too blasé and easy-going (yes, it's possible!). Taking on a challenge and getting competitive now and then can add some zest to your life.

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How bad are you with money?

Your score = 0

What does your score mean?
Apparently you use your head when it comes to money. You generally don't spend indulgently unless you've got the means, and if you're ever in debt you pace your expenditure so not to dig yourself even deeper. Overall, you have a practical, cautious approach to your personal finances that serves you well. You'd rather stick to a budget than deal with all the stress and anxiety of going in the red, even if this means watching your pennies. While you may have a natural talent for managing your income, it's also possible that you learned the hard way by getting in over your head in the past. Whatever the root of your wisdom, give yourself a pat on the back - you're saving yourself a lot of headaches in the long run!

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How lazy are you?

Your score = 35

What does your score mean?
You seem to be a happy medium between energetic and lazy. While you have enough vigor to tackle some of life's bothersome little jobs, you also let yourself off the hook when feeling particularly slothful. Chances are your occasional slips into lazy mode are harmless and don't do any long-term damage - as long as you don't carry these tendencies into the important areas of your life, like work or school. The most important thing is that you are happy with the way things are running. If, however, you kick yourself for being a bit on the idle side, put in a little extra effort. You know you've got it in you!

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How afraid are you?

Your score = 15

What does your score mean?
You've got nerves of steel, because nothing seems to freak you out. You barely blink an eye at many of the things that scare the pants off others, which allows you to lead a full life unhindered by phobias. If you were a character in a horror movie, you'd be the person walking calmly into haunted house despite the slamming doors and demonic voices. You still may have the occasional case of the jeebies, or even have a few very strong fears as a result of some past experience. But overall you are in control of the irrational panic that can easily consume most people when they are faced with the unknown. Just be sure that your lack of fear doesn't get you in any risky situations and it should serve you well in life.

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How much of a voyeur are you?

Your score = 60

What does your score mean?
If you were a cat, curiosity may not have killed you yet - but you'd probably be wounded. You seem to have some voyeuristic tendencies, especially when it comes to everyone's favorite sport SEX. You have the urge to peek on occasion, but not to an obsessive extreme. Depending on your answers to specific questions, you may hold back out of respect for others' privacy or even a fear of getting caught. Or there may be certain situations that just don't capture your attention. Whatever your approach, be sure you're not putting your nose where it doesn't belong.

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How open are you?

Your score = 75

What does your score mean?
While you're not obsessed with closing guarding your privacy, there are certain areas of your life what you just don't want to share with others. Perhaps you feel uncomfortable divulging certain pieces of information, or it simply depends on the people you are dealing with. Whatever the case, it seems you know how to use your judgment and decide whether or not to disclose personal info or put yourself on open display. This protects you from the potential humiliation that could happen if the juicy tidbits made their way into the wrong hands. A balance between discretion and openness is the way to go...and you seem to be on the right track.

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How obsessive are you?

Your score = 30

What does your score mean?
While you don't appear to be completely obsessive, you do have some hang-ups about certain things. These idiosyncrasies could be about cleanliness or a specific area of your life, like work or relationships. Or they may simply be those little obsessive habits that most of us have, even though we know they are silly - like checking the mailbox twice just to make sure! As long as these quirks are not preventing you from doing things or disturbing your life in any way - or the lives of those close to you - then there is probably no harm in them. Just keep them in check and you shouldn't run into any trouble.

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How flirtatious are you?

Your score = 45

What does your score mean?
You've been known to flirt on occasion, and probably have some refined seduction techniques... but you're not a hard-core, 24-hour-a-day flirt. You realize that there is a time and a place for seduction, and know when to shut off the charms. When you do decide to work your magic, however, look out world! This seems to be a healthy approach - flirting is a natural, fun way to strut your stuff, boost confidence and send the right message to objects of desire. On the other hand, we all know someone who flirts with everyone, everywhere... and it can be really annoying! Maintain this balance and flirting will serve you well.

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How realistic are you?

Your score = 75

What does your score mean?
On the reality scale, you seem to lie somewhere between having your head in the clouds and keeping two feet firmly planted on the ground. You're able to face the writing on the wall in many situations, but in others you naively see things the way you prefer to see them. Perhaps experience has taught you that harvesting high hopes in certain areas of your life can lead to severe disappointment, so you've toned down your idealist tendencies. Being both a dreamer and a pragmatist is actually a positive thing - it's a healthy balance that allows you to shoot for the stars without becoming overly vulnerable. Allow yourself to dream big, just don't assume they will always come true.

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How well do you cope?

Your score = 75

What does your score mean?
Congratulations! According to your test results, you bounce back from life's blows faster than you can say "let's party". You appear to have developed some coping strategies for dealing with hard times, and whatever they are they seem to work. This doesn't mean you don't feel pain and sadness when things don't pan out - you are human, after all. Part of the healing process is accepting that you feel like a pile of crap, but things start to get messy if we dwell on those bad feelings. In your case, you're generally able to dust yourself off and get back in the saddle. Keep it up - life is too short to spend in misery.

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How are your roommate skills?

Your score = 60

What does your score mean?
You appear to be an average Joe on the good roommate scale. You try your best to be a decent, considerate roomie, and sometimes put your own desires aside out of respect for their feelings. On other occasions, however, you sway from the good path. Perhaps you've been overly tempted (by good food, attractive relatives, etc.) and temporarily lost perspective, or you might have a very flexible flat-mate who just doesn't mind when you cross the line. (I know some people, for example, who really don't mind if a friend borrows underwear!) It might be a good idea to talk to your live-in pal and establish some "rules" for apartment etiquette. You'll never know what bugs them until you ask!

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How much of a control freak are you?

Your score = 35

What does your score mean?
While you have some controlling tendencies, you are not tipping the scales. In certain situations, you are able to let go of control and step aside. In others, however, you don't seem to have enough faith in others to allow them to take over. It may be that there are certain areas in your life that you need to feel in charge of, such as your love life, work or relationships with specific individuals. Or perhaps you are aware of your inclination to run the show, and hold back from becoming too overbearing. Whatever the scenario, your behavior might not be harmful, as long as you keep it in check. Try to control others and you may just drive them away instead!

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How polite are you at weddings?

Your score = 50

What does your score mean?
While you're not outright rude at weddings, you sometimes slip up and break the unwritten rules of wedding etiquette. Perhaps you are simply not aware what the taboos are (ignorance is bliss!), or you are not always able to fight off moments of temptation. Whatever the cause of your occasional lapse in judgment, you should keep in mind that emotions run very high when a couple is tying the knot. Bad manners can put a real damper on what should be a stress-free, perfect day. The bride and groom obviously appreciate your presence (that's why you were invited) so you should make every effort to contribute to the warm and fuzzy atmosphere of the sacred vows. Put yourself on your best behavior and everything should be as smooth as silk!

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How ethical are you?

Your score = 80

What does your score mean?
According to your score on the test, you are practically an angel! Most or all of your answers were the ethical thing to do. We can assume that you have a strong conscience and strive to be a decent person, even in situations of extreme temptation. Let's face it, we wouldn't be human if we didn't feel the occasional urge to get revenge, lie to get ourselves out of a hot spot, or make quick cash... even if hurting someone else in the process. The important thing, however, is that we have the reasoning capabilities to fight against that urge and conquer our selfishness. The good news is that you seem to be winning that battle; you are able to put other people's well-being above your petty (yet normal) instincts. This is a highly admirable trait, one you should be proud of. Don't let the world corrupt you!

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How ambitious are you?

Your score = 30

What does your score mean?
According to the results of your test, career success is not the driving force of your existence. You seem to be happy (for the moment at least) to drift along and go with the flow - you haven't made any plans to take over the world just yet. This doesn't mean you're lazy or unmotivated; you are simply trying to maintain balance, and aren't willing to sacrifice other parts of your life for career or material success. Social life, family, loved ones, hobbies; you know that, without these things, any accomplishments would be hollow and meaningless. It's lonely at the top! This relaxed attitude can be a good thing, as long as you are truly happy with the level of accomplishment you have achieved so far. Truth is, it's easy to settle for less than we're really capable of or even get stuck in a career rut, simply because we're comfortable where we are. If you feel you have bigger fish to fry, you'll have to take some risks and even make some sacrifices. (But, no, you probably won't have to cut off your finger!)

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How spontaneous are you?

Your score = 85

What does your score mean?
No one could ever accuse you of being stuck in a rut - you're the personification of spontaneity! You like to live your life without set, fixed routines, preferring to leave things wide open for adventure and wild and crazy fun. You'd be the first to suggest a last minute party, and likely get your friends pumped up about the idea with your enthusiasm. You wouldn't hesitate to postpone a stuffy business meeting for a spur of the moment day at the beach, or take a detour on a road trip to check out a roadside attraction. This spontaneous, fly-by-the-seat-of-your-pants attitude makes you a blast to be around - there's never a dull moment! One warning, however: certain responsibilities (like jobs, for example) just don't give the freedom to drop everything to suit your adventurous moods. As long as you can tame your free spirit when necessary and maintain balance between impulsiveness and dependability, you can have your cake and eat it too!

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How is your body image?

Your score = 70

What does your score mean?
While you're generally happy with the way you look, you have occasional flashes of insecurity. Perhaps there are certain body parts you are not particularly fond of, or you feel uncomfortable in certain situations that require revealing too much skin. These feelings may hold you back from doing certain things (a striptease for your loved one or wearing those tight leather pants) or even from pursuing attractive folks that catch your eye. The fact is, you can be a little hard on yourself - but it doesn't have to be this way. Everyone struggles with insecurity during different periods of their lives; think of the number of movie stars and super models that spent an adolescence miserable, convinced they were hideously ugly. While we can't all be supermodels, we all have our unique style and look that makes us attractive. The world would be boring if we were all a bunch of Barbie and Ken dolls. No matter how we fit in to society's constantly changing beauty standards, we always judge ourselves much more harshly than other people do. We think we've got a huge schnoz; others think it's regal. We hate our freckles; other people think they're charming. Overall, there's one kind of beauty that never dies - complete inner confidence. You're half way there already, so keep on trucking!

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How trusting are you?

Your score = 70

What does your score mean?
While you seem to believe in the overall goodness of humankind, you also realize that there are a few bad apples out there - and do your best to spot them before they take you for a ride. Essentially, you trust those that have earned your confidence, but don't dish it out indiscriminately. You may even give a second thought to trusting completely in those close to you, not because you think they would purposefully do anything malicious, but simply because you know human beings are flawed and easily swayed by temptation. Essentially, you're a trusting creature - but instead of trusting blindly, you take a realistic approach.

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How moral are you?

Your score = 60

What does your score mean?
Although you don't always do the right thing, you certainly try your best to live up to your principles. You believe in the values of truth, respect, and honor, but have occasional moments of weakness - you are, after all, only human. You're generally a decent, moral person, but recognize that we are weak creatures and can be tempted to bend the rules for our own benefit. As the poet Erica Jong once said, "Your morals are like roads through the Alps. They make these hairpin turns all the time." How could you, for example, not be tempted to lie to help out a friend or family member in trouble? Or to read a few pages of your partner's letters or journals, lying out in the open and taunting you? While you shouldn't beat yourself up if you give in to temptation from time to time, you should also be careful not to cross the line between bending morality and outright shattering it.

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Are you in it for love or money?

Your score = 90

What does your score mean?
You'd choose love over cash any day of the week. Deep down, you're probably a hard-core romantic - you believe love conquers all and is not influenced by such superficial things as material wealth and possessions. You would consider dating someone, or even making a long-term commitment, based on their character and personality traits, not their bank account balance. This doesn't mean that you seek out underachievers; you probably appreciate financial success as much as anyone - it's just not at the top of your wish list when looking for a romantic partner. You would likely stand by your man/woman through severe dry spells, and not judge anyone for their lack of financial achievement. As long as you realize the difficulties that can come from being low on cash and are ready to face them if need be, your perspective shouldn't create any insurmountable obstacles.

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Are you marriage material?

Your score = 45

What does your score mean?
You are (or would be) a wonderful life partner; one anyone would be lucky to have. You are able to give, to share, and make compromises for the good of your relationship. The fact that all of your answers were not what we might think a "perfect" spouse would do (for example, giving in to partner's desires over your own needs) is actually a good thing - you are able to maintain a healthy balance between making your partner happy and maintaining your own sense of self-worth. Spouses who give up everything for their significant other (hobbies, friends, etc.) often end up building feelings of resentment and bitterness which can be lethal to any good relationship. Or they lose all sense of who they are, which can make a marriage wither away slowly until things just don't work anymore. This is not to say that being hitched does not require change, compromise and flexibility - but it should be a two-way street. The healthiest marriages are those in which both partners are willing to work together, to respect each other's needs and help their partner maintain their identity separate from the relationship. To quote Khalil Gibran, "Love one another but make not a bond of love. Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls." You've obviously got a head start on this wise perspective, now all you have to do is keep it up!

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How jealous are you?

Your score = 30

What does your score mean?
When it comes to jealousy, you're as cool as a cucumber. A coworker could beat you for a promotion and you'd probably be genuinely happy for them; your partner could share a cozy corner with an attractive stranger and you'd barely blink an eye. Where does this untouchable attitude come from? Well, you are most likely very confident - both in your own personal worth and your partner's loyalty to you. You may occasionally feel a twinge of envy (who doesn't), but overall you realize that the green-eyed monster is one creature you just don't want to mess with. Your relationships surely benefit from this attitude.

Results of "The Test"
How honest are you?

Your score = 85

What does your score mean?
The truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth: you are painfully honest in almost every situation. While honesty is a virtue, exercising it with your "no holds barred" approach can do more damage than good. You may think you're doing others a favor by leveling with them - about a terrible haircut or a gift you don't like, for example - but you could be needlessly hurting their feelings. Even the most honest people tell little white lies from time to time, especially when they know it will spare others pain. You may even put yourself at a disadvantage by shooting from the hip; confessing during the first minute of a job interview that your last boss fired you doesn't do anyone any good, does it? The secret to being honest, without trampling on others' feelings or getting yourself into sticky situations, is tact. How you deliver the news is as important as the news itself. So instead of telling your boss that her breath stinks, offer her a mint!

Results of "The Test"
Are you a good employee?

Your score = 75

What does your score mean?
One thing that's for certain: no one will ever accuse you of being a slacker. When your boss snaps his fingers, you jump through hoops. Your job is a top priority in your life, and you give it your all. You may be trying to work your way to the top of the ladder, or simply love your job. Your sense of personal identity is likely strongly connected to your job, so when you perform well it adds to your sense of self-worth. But, before you get all high on your stellar work ethic, consider the possible negative side of such hard-core dedication. Do you give up things that are important to you, like special family occasions or time with close friends, for the sake of the company? Do you overwork yourself to the detriment of your own health and emotional well-being? While commitment to your job is part of the formula to success, so is balance. Sacrificing too much for your job can actually backfire, resulting in resentment or even burnout. The more fulfilled you are in your personal life, the more creative energy you'll bring to your work.

Results:
Do you have a sense of humor?

Your score = 65

What does your score mean?
Your sense of humor is pretty good. It may not be as wacky as that of some people (like us apparently) but you're pretty cool in our books! You can laugh at most things and maybe even get a kick out of the non-sense you say and do from time to time as well. Good for you! Hey, if you can't laugh at yourself, who can you laugh at right? Just kidding.

Results of "The Test"
Are you an independent bachelor?

Your score = 85

What does your score mean?
You realized you had to cut the apron strings; with or without your parents supplying the scissors. Congratulate yourself on being a true independent bachelor. Celebrate with a case of beer, (right beside yesterday's frozen dinners…?), put your feet up on the table, (provided you own one), and give your folks a call to ask if there is anything you can do for them. You have graduated into the world of leaky sinks, and thin walls and you are resolved to find a solution to any problem. You are realistic in what you can accomplish, and what you can not. You do not allow pride to build obstacles, and you seem to have a good sense of survival and a rational approach to independence. You are fully in control of your life. However that does not mean you can't find that babe at the laundry mat, to perhaps lend you a hand...

Results of "The Test"
How devoted are you?

Your score = 55

What does your score mean?
Your results showed that you are sometimes devoted, but other times you turn your back on loved ones... which is not necessarily a bad thing. Love is not blind for you, which means there is a certain line others can't cross and still expect to have your loyalty. You set boundaries, which sends the clear message that you won't put up with crap. This results in healthy devotion, as opposed to self-sacrificing submission. You've got a backbone and a heart!

Results of "The Test"
Do you get revenge?

Your score = 25

What does your score mean?
Your answers showed that you tend to let bygones be bygones. You may still get angry when you've been done wrong, but you don't go to great lengths to get payback. Perhaps you realize that getting even will not change the past in any way, and isn't worth your precious energy. If this is the case, you've got a very healthy, mature attitude - the desire for revenge can become an all-consuming, dangerous emotion, and committing vengeful acts does not even guarantee relief from anger. Hold on to that ability to let go of the past; it will allow to you concentrate on more important things - like the present!

Results of "The Test"
How competitive are you?

Your score = 30

What does your score mean?
Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose…and that's generally OK with you. You appear to have a competitive streak, but it doesn't permeate all areas of your life. You seem to know when to launch an all-out attack and when to chill out and let others take the spotlight. It's also possible, however, that you can be extremely competitive, but only in certain situations; you might not care less if you win chess games, for example, but pull out all the stops to kick butt in tennis. A little competitive spirit can actually go a long way - without it, we would never find the motivation to excel in sports or thrive in our careers. When taken to extremes, however, rivalry can have serious repercussions; broken friendships and relationships, and even overly high expectations for ourselves. Keep your tendency in check and you should be fine.

Results of "The Test"
How gutsy are you?

Your score = 45

What does your score mean?
Your test score reveals that you've got major cojones when the situation calls for it - but at other times you prefer to play it safe. Perhaps there are certain things you will do, despite the risk involved, because they are important to you or the possible pay off makes them worth it. Or maybe certain consequences of such chancy behavior just don't scare you - we all have different fears. Some people, for example, are terrified of spiders but wouldn't hesitate to fling their bodies out of an air-borne plane. Whatever your case, carefully weigh the possible benefits against the risks before you make any hasty decisions.

Results of "The Test"
How much of a drama queen are you?

Your score = 0

What does your score mean?
You're as cool as cucumber. Even in touchy situations that could spark a theatrical reaction in most people, you seem to stay calm and composed. This likely stems from a rational, logical approach to life. Either that or you are just able to keep a lid on your emotions, even when you're flipping out on the inside. You are generally able to maintain perspective and see the big picture, even when the worse appears to be true. You know that freaking out before you really know what's going on results in the whole "mountains out of molehills" scenario. This is a healthy approach that allows you to cope well with most of life's trials, big and small. As long as you are not blindly optimistic to the point that you ignore trouble, you're coping very well.

Results of "The Test"
How self confident are you?

Your score = 55

What does your score mean?
According to your answers on the test, you are sometimes confident, sometimes plagued with self-doubt, depending on the situation. While this is not so unusual (no one is 100% confident 100% of the time, with the possible exception of Mohammed Ali), it's still something that you could work on. Confidence is a necessary characteristic for a flourishing personal life, career and overall sense of well-being. Putting yourself down or blaming yourself when things go wrong won't solve any of life's problems; it'll only make them worse. Although you're already half way there, work on loving yourself just a little more... because you're worth it!

Results of "The Test"
How much of a liar are you?

Your score = 10

What does your score mean?
Abraham Lincoln would be proud of you - you are as honest as they come. Your answers showed that you are usually able to resist the temptation to tell boldface lies or even stretch the truth to serve your own purposes. You seem to recognize the importance of honesty not only in interpersonal relationships, but also as a sign of personal integrity. Shooting from the hip, you know, is not always easy. Lying, after all, can get you out of some tight spots and even help you get the things you desire most. But, for you, the "victory" would be hollow if you had to use low-down, sneaky tactics to get there. The people in your life surely appreciate your candor, as long as it is always handled with optimal tact. Way to go!

Results of "The Test"
Are you a good neighbor?

Your score = 85

What does your score mean?
Move over Ned Flanders... you're one amazing neighbor! According to your answers on the test, you're generally kind, decent and generous with those lucky enough to live in your vicinity. You go out of your way to build a rapport with your neighbors, and treat them with the utmost consideration. You respect their privacy, level with them even about awkward situations, and avoid getting entangled in their personal lives. Your neighbors surely appreciate your giving and thoughtful nature, and hopefully reciprocate!

Results of "The Test"
Are you a good neighbor?

Your score = 85

What does your score mean?
Move over Ned Flanders... you're one amazing neighbor! According to your answers on the test, you're generally kind, decent and generous with those lucky enough to live in your vicinity. You go out of your way to build a rapport with your neighbors, and treat them with the utmost consideration. You respect their privacy, level with them even about awkward situations, and avoid getting entangled in their personal lives. Your neighbors surely appreciate your giving and thoughtful nature, and hopefully reciprocate!

Results of "The Test"
How much of a jerk are you?

Your score = 10

What does your score mean?
Congratulations, you're not a jerk! You scored low on the test, which means you are a generally decent dude. But before you get too cocky, hold on a second - this doesn't mean you're verging on sainthood. The truth is, the questions on the test were fairly nasty (showing naked pictures of a girlfriend? expecting sex just because you bought dinner?), so the only thing we can safely assume is that you have a basic respect for women and an acceptable sense of decorum. Anything beyond that, you can probably figure out for yourself. You might be a genuine knight in shining armor!

Results of "The Test"
How paranoid are you?

Your score = 25

What does your score mean?
Congratulations! Your score showed that you don't have many flashes of paranoia, which can only be a good thing. Why do you seem to have a handle on the distrustful impulse, while others struggle to ignore that nagging inner voice? Well, mild cases of paranoia stem from several issues; trust, pessimism and insecurity just to name a few. You appear to have a sufficient level of trust in other people, so you don't freak out and assume the worst when your love interest forgets to call. And since your self-esteem is likely strong, you're not plagued with doubts about other people slamming you behind your back or conspiring to get you. Your optimistic nature also plays a role by keeping your thoughts focused on the best possible scenario; when the boss wants to talk to you, for example, you think you might be getting a promotion instead of the heave-ho. This is a healthy approach to life; why waste your time worrying!

Results of "The Test"
Are you a late night player?

Your score = 45

What does your score mean?
While you've dabbled in the occasional booty call, your life certainly does not revolve around getting late night action. There are a zillion possible reasons you're not obsessed with these spontaneous trysts; maybe you're attached and have a live-in booty call (in that case, way to go!). Or perhaps you don't get it on with anyone you're not in a real relationship with, or meaningless sex is just not your main preoccupation. When you do indulge in booty calls, however, make sure that you take all the necessary precautions to avoid unexpected snags - STD's and pregnancy, for example. Try to use your head, even when you're being guided by raging hormones.

Results of "The Test"
How much of a couch potato are you?

Your score = 0

What does your score mean?
You don't appear to have a lazy bone in your body - at least not when it comes to being glued to the boob tube. You realize that there is LIFE going on outside of that techno-box, and you don't want to miss out on all the action just to stay up-to-date on this year's kitschy sitcoms. You might still spend the occasional evening glued to the sofa, but in general you have better things to do. This is a healthy attitude; unless, of course, you're spending your free time doing something just as mind-numbing as watching TV (like playing video games). Take a look at your time-wasters, whatever they are, and decide whether you'd really miss them if they were gone. Life is short!

Results of "The Test"
Do you follow the first date rules?

Your score = 70

What does your score mean?
You seem to be bending the rules to fit your own ideas of dating etiquette. You may not even know what the rules are, or maybe you think they're a bunch of silly hogwash. Whatever the case, if you're using your head, congratulations are in order. Dating is not a clear-cut, follow-this-simple-recipe-and-you'll-find-the-love-of-your-life deal. Everyone has their own dating style; some women wouldn't date a man who doesn't open the door for them, other women would prefer starting on equal footing without any preferential treatment. Decide what is important to you, not to some experts, and stick to that. Eventually it'll pay off and you'll find someone who fits the bill. Good luck in the dating game!

Results of "The Test"
How commited are you?

Your score = 90

What does your score mean?
You're as dependable and committed as Hilary Clinton. You're generally not afraid to stick things out, whether it's a romantic relationship, job or any other life decision. You are naturally loyal by default; you assume when you're dating someone, for example, that it's an exclusive arrangement. You may realize that not everyone shares your outlook, but you just feel better living that way. The benefits of committing, after all, can outweigh the perks of having complete freedom. Sure, you can hook up with a different person every night, but would any of those people be there to rub your back when you're sick, or know your favorite ice cream flavor? You can move from apartment to apartment, but how will you ever get to know your neighbors? Overall, your unswerving outlook is mature and will likely bring you plenty of happiness. Just be sure not to get stuck in any ruts out of pure complacency.

Results of "The Test"
How fast do you bounce back?

Your score = 90

What does your score mean?
According to your test results, you don't take very much time getting back in the saddle after a break up. In fact, you seem to bounce back and get yourself out on the playing field faster than anyone can say Elizabeth Taylor. There are a variety of possible reasons for this. Perhaps you haven't cared deeply for the people you've dated and therefore had no trouble getting them out of your system. In this case, you've obviously never had any real reason to "mourn". Or maybe your motto is that the past is exactly that - the past - and you live your life in the moment. So instead of Mr./Ms. Right, you're focused on Mr./Ms. Right Now. That's fine, as long as you're not denying or suppressing any feelings of heartbreak. It's normal to feel let down when a relationship doesn't pan out; in fact, the grieving process is what allows us to truly get over someone. We can't deny what every love song professes; love hurts. But most would agree that it's worth it!

Results of "The Test"
How much of a hypochondriac are you?

Your score = 0

What does your score mean?
According to your answers, you don't generally obsess about your health or overreact to commonplace symptoms and ailments. Your physical well-being may very well be important to you (as it should be) but you know that distressing excessively about it won't protect you from health trouble - if it comes, you'll handle in then. Why waste your time worrying? As a result of your attitude, you're able to stay relatively calm and collected when you're feeling a little "off". As long as you put in the necessary effort to maintain a healthy body, your perspective is serving you well.

Results of "The Test"
How much of a hypochondriac are you?

Your score = 0

What does your score mean?
According to your answers, you don't generally obsess about your health or overreact to commonplace symptoms and ailments. Your physical well-being may very well be important to you (as it should be) but you know that distressing excessively about it won't protect you from health trouble - if it comes, you'll handle in then. Why waste your time worrying? As a result of your attitude, you're able to stay relatively calm and collected when you're feeling a little "off". As long as you put in the necessary effort to maintain a healthy body, your perspective is serving you well.

Results of "The Test"
How in love are you?

Your score = 65

What does your score mean?
While you wouldn't do it all for love, you would do a heck of a lot! You're generous but have certain limits on how far you'd go in the name of love, which is a pretty healthy approach. Sure, you need to give love to get love, but give too much and you can turn into a human doormat. You are able to put your foot down and think of yourself from time to time while still making the effort to show your loved one that you care. You're generally loyal and bighearted and you expect the same from your partner. It's a delicate balance, but it's essential to building strong, mutually-respectful relationships. Keep it up and you should be on your way to some good lovin'!

Results of "The Test"
How impulsive are you?

Your score = 55

What does your score mean?
While you've certainly got a streak of spontaneity flowing through your veins, you're generally able to balance it with a dash of common sense. When the mood is right and something strikes your fancy, you may just do something without reflecting on its possible consequences. This tendency may even have gotten you into some sticky situations. On the whole, however, you try to use your head and pull back on the reins This seems to be healthy approach - while spontaneity can be fun and open up new doors, it can also lead to trouble. Balance is the key!

Results of "The Test"
How good of a blind date are you?

Your score = 78

What does your score mean?
When it comes to the adventure of blind dates, you're hovering between heavenly dating material and a nightmare. Many of your attitudes and behaviors seem to be leading you to dating success, while others are taking a detour towards disaster. Being a good date requires several things, and you may want to examine whether you're putting in the effort to satisfy these requirements. Do you show utmost respect for your dates? Do you really give people a chance on dates, or do you throw in the towel if they don't fit your preconceived ideals? Do you put your best, but real, self forward? If you're going to go on blind dates, make sure they're not a waste of your time!

Results of "The Test"
How "typically" female would you be if you had a sex change?

Your score = 45

What does your score mean?
While your attitudes and behavior are not completely in line with those of the "typical" female, you could probably pull off a fairly smooth transition from dude to dame. You've got enough "female" in you that you can imagine behaving, thinking and living in a more feminine way than you do now. Either that or you are simply broadminded enough to relate to the womanly perspective, and can see the value in giving up some of your masculine ways. Hurrah for androgyny!

Results of "The Test"
How good of a party guest are you?

Your score = 90

What does your score mean?
You're a dream party guest! You seem to have achieved that delicate balance between getting into party mode AND showing respect for the host and other guests. You make an effort to be polite but you also cut loose and have a good time - but not to the point of extreme embarrassment. While you realize that a good bash is a little on the wild side, you don't want to actually destroy the house or create any awkward situations. As a result, you're a real pleasure to have around and probably at the top of all your friends' party lists. Party on!

Results of "The Test"
How good a lotto winner would you be?

Your score = 67

What does your score mean?
Apparently a giant load of cash would not bring out the best in you. If you won the lottery, you'd probably be torn between staying the decent, generous person you are now and letting the money corrupt you. You wouldn't become completely stingy and superficial, but you wouldn't be exactly the same person you are now either. Perhaps you would ditch some of the people in your life for flashier, more sophisticated versions, or would get a little gluttonous with the cash. You seem to have a devil on one shoulder and an angel on the other, pulling you in two directions - to be a rich jerk, or not?

Results of "The Test"
How nosy are you?

Your score = 15

What does your score mean?
You haven't got a curious bone in your body... at least not about other people's affairs. Perhaps you simply think it's none of your business and respect their privacy, or you just have better things to think about. Whatever the case, you show a high level of respect by not sticking your nose where it doesn't belong. The people in your life surely feel they can trust you, and you probably expect the same in return. Way to go!

Results of "The Test"
How forgetful are you?

Your score = 15

What does your score mean?
You seem to have a pretty good memory! You are usually able to recall details - like names, important errands, where you parked your car - at the

What Kind of Geek are You?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Your IQ is	high
You are a	gamer geek
Your strength is	you never need to sleep
Your weakness is	electrons
You think normal people are	strange
Normal people think that you are	weird

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Your LJ RPG Team
LJ Username
Sex
Favorite Color
Weapon of Choice
Your Partner	shaolindisciple
Your Warrior	kell__belle
The Giggly, Flirtatious Magic User with Big Breasts	_justinian_
The Talking Animal	_justinian_
Main Archenemy	theshorterend
Evil Incarnate	emeuofdoom

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which of your LJ friends would come to see you perform at a strip club?
LJ Username
slips you a 20	evilekeeper
receives a lapdance from you	shaolindisciple
gets extra favors after the show	theshorterend
buys you a drink	kell__belle
gets kicked out by the bouncer for licking the pole	_justinian_
doesn't tip you at all,that fucker	soccer_11

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Name
DOB
Favourite Color
You earthly time was spent	Supplanting kingdoms, punishing tyrants and levelling the empires of the wicked with the breath of your nostrils
Your throne is	fashioned from thorns and human femurs, surrounded by writhing, howling servants, with a footstool of souls on the sizzling shores of the Lake of Fire
You wear	A humble tunic and robes, belying your inestimable supernatural powers just waiting to shatter the woes of Creation
Your Godly superpower is	The knowledge of and answer to all questions

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